妈刚刚卖回来的叉烧饭，现在只省下在我右边旁的白色空盒子了。

来来来，这是最近我非常非常喜欢的一首歌！

其实你懂我

我到底是谁
在你心中占有怎样的地位
你不说清楚
你让我们的爱坠在七里雾

爱 很讨厌
总是忽近忽远的让人追
追半天 你连抱歉
一句抱歉也不给

我向前走 低着头 眼泪不停向后流
一直走 不回头
希望你会找到我
但是始终不如愿
希望都落空
我仍相信 其实你懂我（其实你爱我）

我发誓千遍
我这一走你就无法挽回
虽然心会痛
总比受尽委屈还要更好过

我 等了等
脑海始终浮现你对我的好
好半天 你连Babe
一句安慰也不给

一前一后
你跟在我的背后沉默
Yeh……Yeh……Yeh……
前前 后后
希望你握住我的手
Yeh……Yeh……Yeh……
Wo……Wo……Wo……

我向前走 抬起头 擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走 不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我不想走 无法心不动

我向前走 抬起头 擦掉眼泪向前走
一直走 不回头
相信你会找到我
梦里寻他千百遍
希望都实现
我仍相信 其实你懂我

好啦。。唉，四个小时后，我又要和bra见面了。。请多多指教啊。。

ooh, here’s one series i’m super keen on reading (: - The Dresden Files

ooh, here’s 2 songs i’m sooooo addicted to (: - Leave Out All The Rest, 4am In The Morning

when my time comes
forget the wrong that i’ve done
help me leave behind
some reasons to be missed

and dont resent me
when you’re feeling empty
keep me in your memory

leave out all the rest

-

i give you everything that i am
i’m handing over everything that i’ve got
cause i wanna have a really true love
dont ever wanna have to go and give you up
stay up till 4 in the morning and the tears are pouring
and i want to make it worth the fight
what have we been doing all this time?
baby if we gonna do it, come on do it right

all i wanted was to know i’m safe
dont wanna lose the love that i’ve found
remember when you said that you would change
dont let me down
it’s not fair how you are
i cant be complete can you give me more?
and all i know is
you got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
you know i give you all of me

 

 

and ooh, someone’s back home drunk again oh my oh myyyyyy what a surpiseee. do you wanna guess who? one hint: letter begins with ‘D’ for a more endearing word to call.

i typed a few sentences just now before retreating to the bedroom for some relaxing mask therapy. and guess what happen? baby xavier and his itchy fingers happily click the switch off. sigh! i was quite pissed that i went to smack him.

okay, back on track, i wrote about school. how it seems like a drag and no words could have describe the horror, the torture, the nauseous feeling i had whenever the night had fallen and there it rise, a brand new morning. how not to feel dread you say? when most of the time, i either stared at the screen displaying the visual studio page blankly and watching the cursor blink back at me questioningly, or should i describe how i crossed my arms over one another and surrendered to a bleak, disturbed sleep? fatigue, so very much today. i think i spent more time trying to stay awake than tackle another application/task that i dont understand. enlighten me will you? i dont know what’s going on, what mdm ng was rattling away yesterday and oh, how i wished i caught her flu bug today when she stood behind me talking in husky voices and blocked nose, oh how i wished i was tucked up in bed with Jemina J in bed for company and i swear i’ll be contented seriously. just anything but asp.net please. i need a break!

all those wasted moments, spent clicking and surfing websites, listening to songs and chatting on msn when the time could be spend on more GUIs, more debugging, more fruitful discussions; very well done, addy. i’m so proud of you. maybe it’s time i pulled up my hair, drink more bottles of chicken essences or coffee, zipped up my jacket and begin typing furiously on the keyboard with the screen displaying visual studio instead of any other random sites, with my nose buried inside a asp.net book and jolly well, GET SOME WORK DONE. oh, how very exciting. i cant waittttttt.

frigging school aside, i just chanced upon a website where there are many korean dvds! ohmygoodness. just the right thing to distract me from the intense SIP now, oh yayy. i wanna buy some shows, should i? it’s frigging freaking cheap okay. and prince hours s is out, shrieks!! i wanna watch, oh god i’m getting this flutter of excitement inside my stomach right now. yes, as they described, butterflies! OMG. should i, should i? i still havent start watching why why love! and engagement of love! and and finished up wei xiao pasta and corner with love! all currently stuck at the 10th episode, goodness. and i’m very kpo and went to see which are the most popular dramas that people are throwing moolahs at:

1. Korean drama - Prince Hours S
2. Korean drama - The Lucifer
3. Korean drama - Que Sera Sera
4. Korean drama - Witch Yoo Hee (funny name huh?)
5. Korean drama - Hello Baby
6. Korean drama - Jumong Prince of Legend

almost all korean dramas! i guess korean shows are really super popular right now? all looks so nice! :D *rubs hands gleefully*

ANYWAY,

2th July marks a special day for this particular person in my life. i think i’ll remember her birthday forever. i emailed her a birthday message but so far, there’s no replies from her. sad isnt it? indeed i was. but what matters is she got my blessings and well-wishes (send in a mail), and if she didnt click it or check her mailbox or even chose to ignore it, then i reckon.. it’s fate. i just wanna say here, though, friend, we got so much differences separating us, i’ll remember those days forever.. those reckless, rebellious stuff we’ve done and those silly mistakes we’ve made when we thought it was so cool then. of those swearing days i cringed whenever i thought of it now, those laughter, smiles, punching each other and sitting on your doubled-deckered bed, those talks.. the list could go on and on.

i’ll never forget. :*)

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strangely enough, i get pissed off at the tiniest things. but i cant write what pisses me off here, in an unlocked post, so i shall rant it out another time when i couldnt stand it anymore.

and and, i hope you girls had fun! :)

GUESS WHAT’S UP NEXT? :DDD

<3

See?
You should have listen to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
What goes around, comes back all around

-

Yay, the mask seems good :D!

School - INCREDIBLY SLACKED

I slept, I (almost) drool, eat my favourite fish&chips at The Designer (seriously GOODD), increased hits of almost all websites/blogs I knew, slept somemore, go for one toilet break, restlessly click on our website codes but dont know what to do, flipped through library books for inspiration, and lastly pray incredibly hard that she wont come knocking the door!

That pretty much sums up my Monday.

Lately, I have been doing lots of stupid things at work:

1) At the fitting room area, instead of handling the bra to the customer to try, I handed her the hanger.

2) Unturning a box full of rubber bands onto the floor for the sake of putting ONE rubber band back in.

3) Dewi found the CD Player remote control, so she proclaimed."Yay! Now we dont have to click the buttons on the player already! Just used this!"

So, I thought, wow, so good ah?

"WAH, dont need open the door also can click? OMG SO GOOD! It can sense it through the door?!" (the player is inside the store room)

Them: "…."

Them: "Of course must open the door lahhhh!" (guffaws loudly)

.. and from that day onwards, they’ll hand me the remote control and say,"Hey Adeline, just take this, stand there, and click play okay!", and collaspe into laughter. Or they’ll demostrate themselves.

Oh Poor Me. T.T

4) Shit, there’s still somemore I’m sure but I’ve forgotten about it!

-

I loved the song Missing and Hello by Evanescence. Damn emo, I loved it.

Hello

Playground schoolbell rings, again
Rainclouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she’s not breathing?
Hello, I’m your mind, giving you someone to talk to.. Hello..
If I smile and dont believe
Soon I know I’ll wake from this dream
Dont try to fix me, I’m not broken

Hello, I’m the lie living for you so you can hide..
Dont cry..
Suddenly I know I’m not sleeping
Hello, I’m still here, all that’s left
Of yesterday..

Missing

Please, please forgive me,
But I wont be hone again.
maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
and, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
"Isnt something missing?"

you wont cry for my absence, I know-
you forgot me long ago.
am I that unimportant..?
am I so insignificant..?
isnt something missing?
isnt someone missing me?

even though I’d be sacrificed,
you wont try for me, not now.
though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
isnt someone missing me?

please, please forgive me,
but i wont be home again.

I know what you do to yourself,
shudder deep and cry out:
"isnt something missing?
isnt someone missing me?"

and if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
knowing you dont care.
and if I sleep just to dream of you
and wake without you there,
isnt something missing?
isnt something…

Go listen!! Seriously good.

-

Shall end this post with the Happy Things That Makes Me Smile(:

 

Looking at them seriously makes me smile again, wahahahaha!

Thanks once again for this cheer-me-ups, friend! :D

*

Isnt someone missing me? :(

Glamourous Sky

when i swing open the window i saw the deep sky dancing wildly in distance

ah look up

what meaning is there to do the same routine everyday

ah i scream out

i jump and go

in my worn out rockin shoe

i leap over a puddle

flask back

you were so clever

ah remember

i want to cross over the rainbow and get back to that moment

where we walked as we stacked up our dreams for the future,those glamourous sky

is there any value to a love that you given up already

ah i greive

spit it out,and go

i slurpe down this rock and roll

i’ll retreive that battle

flashback

oh your favor

ah remember

i long to gather up all the stars and decorate my heart with them

ah those glamorous dreams that we connected and we danced together

glamorous day…

i can’t sleep on with this

sunday,monday…

lightning on tuesday

wenesday,thursday…

snow flakes

friday,saturday…

all the colours of rainbow everyday

the full moon wavers away

answer my voice

i want to cut through the clounds and watch over your future

i will gasp on to my dreams and walk ahead alone in these glorious days

i want to cross the rainbow and grt back to that mom

where we walked as we stacked up our dreams for the future,those glamourous sky

GLAMOROUS SKY…