Random
sometimes i feel very random,
feel that i am in this need of detoxing. i feel so dirty somehow, and fat. i know it’s silly, but perhaps thats what being out of school for such a long time feels like. - you simply feel out of the world and in a terrible need to move your bones, exercise your mind. rice cakes are a wonderment. i have them for breakfast and then tao suan for lunch. very unhealthy. i feel yellow. i feel that my hands are shaky. i wonder what’s up with the family dinner this saturday. credit cards are such money-savers sometimes - when you have school fees to pay. i hope Jas’s condition is nothing serious. i wish we will get the 7 free movie tickets. i quite like mondays and wednesdays because i get to do my stuff slowly. i am happy when i get to sell off my stuff :) i wish wish friend and i will get the job soon :)
i feel sweaty and sticky right now because i’m sweeping the floor halfway. AND i watched New Moon’s preview last night and am happy to have something to look forward to :>

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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