did i ever mention? i LOVE the smell of Dettol. when it comes to Dettol, i am like a glue-sniffer. i take in huge gasps of the smell whenever i shower.

when i’m not worrying about humoguous registration fees, i’m fretting over what’s for dinner. it never stops when you’re me.

sometimes i feel very random,

feel that i am in this need of detoxing. i feel so dirty somehow, and fat. i know it’s silly, but perhaps thats what being out of school for such a long time feels like. - you simply feel out of the world and in a terrible need to move your bones, exercise your mind. rice cakes are a wonderment. i have them for breakfast and then tao suan for lunch. very unhealthy. i feel yellow. i feel that my hands are shaky. i wonder what’s up with the family dinner this saturday. credit cards are such money-savers sometimes - when you have school fees to pay. i hope Jas’s condition is nothing serious. i wish we will get the 7 free movie tickets. i quite like mondays and wednesdays because i get to do my stuff slowly. i am happy when i get to sell off my stuff :) i wish wish friend and i will get the job soon :)

i feel sweaty and sticky right now because i’m sweeping the floor halfway. AND i watched New Moon’s preview last night and am happy to have something to look forward to :>

Happy Birthday, Pa.

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this Friday + weekend have me fully hooked onto a taiwan police drama Black & White, starring Zai Zai :) thanks to the DVDs, we have finished the enitre 24 episodes in 3 days! very very exciting and thrilling with so many twists that i can faint from shock, i’m anticipating a Part 2 — i hope there’s one!! i believe that the world is mostly tinted in grey. just like humans. we arent totally good, we have our ugly moments tucked away somewhere. the good side VS the bad. what colour are you? :)

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yay, and we just might get 7 free movie tickets :) hmm, love tea + milk.

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just received a xxx letter from university. really money-suckers lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i sure hope all these random fees wont bankrupt us before i can graduate in peace. ARGH. one fee after another!

the horror just kept coming.

am officially jobless.

it amazing i still do remember the password to this account.

it’s irky how feeling a tad depressed can be. when you’re feeling depressed, the first thing i will do is to stuck my head into the fridge. and then i will grab the first thing i see — today, it happens to be a half-eaten mars bar. and then you will chew chew chew and think i will feel better after this, i mean arent this suppose to be the chocolate’s job? to cheer people up? before you can finish the last 3 bites, you started feeling panicky and guilty and stuck the remaining 1/8 of the bar back into the fridge. and starts to down in lots of water. then you feel bloated. and even shittier. and you end up worse than before.

dont believe in chocolates, they’re lying when they say it makes you feel better.

**i do feel like this impossible girl who people find impossible to get along.

… and. AND. and. i dreamt of him again. ARGHHHH. i think the fault lies in his current re-surface out from Facebook. i tell you facebook is the horror of all. im truly am so glad i do not have an account. i see his pictures and each one feels like a slap across my face. he looks soooooo damn good. :( how can anyone looks this good?

*ROARRRRR*throws tantrum*

i think i know why i dont feel good today.

 

UPDATE: okay, am feeling a tweet better :) i got mail!!!