I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
Distressed & Flustered
i realized i get upset easily alot these days.
and i cant even write properly now. the cursor kept blinking, prompting me.. but i dont know how to say it out aloud. okay, type it out aloud.
i am sad. angry. pissed. jealous.
feel like i’m on the road to insanity.. why is she like that? why is it that she wants every single thing that i want? why is she always copying my everything? if dropping out or quitting school means i dont need to see her again, that very idea seems incredibly tempting now. sometimes enough is enough. i’m very flustered. my heart feel like it’s in a big tight knot.
sighed. *bang my head in frustration*
another thing is.. school. in less than 50 days time, i’ll be sitting in the examination room, the paper in my hands. i’m not ready. not even 50% ready. everything suddenly seems so hard now. picking the easier way out of flunking everything, seems ideal.
i’m sucha loser.
still am, still are, unchanged.
i’m not happy.
girl in the mirror, you’re not that likeable.
POSTED @ 11:53 pm | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
