I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
ish
Hello you, i dreamt of you today. it was your voice that i hear.. your smile that i see.. it was you sitting close beside me, the warmth and happiness that i feel.. it was then that i realized that i do missed you. despite the fact that we dont talk much anymore, and oh how i missed those times. we always want something that we dont have, we often miss something that we no longer have. all these talks about cherishing and stuff, is all really bullshit huh?
you’re a chance that i have let go. perhaps.. you do miss me a little too?
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back to reality. the paper is a day away.. worry and feeling sick with fear.. doing nothing whatsoever over it.. for the umpteen time, i do feel that i might be better off not studying.
the grass is always always greener on the other side. i bet i will miss studying if i choose to drop out!
finicky fickle minded you. if only i’m smarter.. then perhaps i wont feel like a loser..
POSTED @ 12:36 pm | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
