hello world. been almost a month since i trepassed here with my doodles! times flies. especially, especially when you’re stressed with exams and of spending too many other hours when you’re not studying to read words and words of beauty forums. and recently, in this midst of my horribly stressed world, i still find the time to come up with a new natural skin regimen. i’m sick of using products that make my skin backfire, and with that, spending loads and loads of money that sure had gone to waste!

so my homework is pretty much these: skincare and schoolwork (which is TERRIBLE, i tell you. we practically made airport our home in the past weeks of mugging there.. and spending loads of $$$ on the food and cheer-me-up snacks! imagine your bank account breaking out in $20’s every two days. am very broke now!) the gst money did not help. almost gone now.. but my bills is still piling up. =X

another paper next week. i have no confidence. it’s hard to imagine that in about a couple of weeks’ time, the real exams will arrive and i’m afraid i will say that i’m still ill-prepared. i’m nervous to the bones. jittery, flittery, buttery in the knees. the idea of the finals make me sick.

it’s like another O levels but 20 times harder!

hehe. i’m loving Jennifer Aniston. caught He’s Just Not That Into You and Marley And Me. both wonderful shows! Marley and Me made me teared. why do Marley have to die?? life sure aint fair. even in movies.

suckie biggie time! am in the deepest shit. feel that this studying route arent for me. wanting to quit but how can i, with all there thousands being spent already?

guardian angel, please help me.