NO SCHOOL FOR TOMORROW!

-jumps around-

technically a tiring day, excuse me for not getting incredibly excited or hyped-up for Econs earlier in a monday morning - the first day back in hell after 2 weeks of pure, sweet heaven. but okay, at least now i’m back in reality - i should be - since our dear lecturer wrote a big fat 130 DAYS on the whiteboard.. which will be the number of days left till our Econs paper. the real exam mind you. i could feel my heart expanding and contracting in fits just then… i want to go back to my unrealistic, safe world. :(

with the stress of schoolwork hovering close above my head, i’m also stressing over the variety on CNY clothes to pick. should i get something outrageously red which i’ll probably just end up wearing once/something sweet and very simple/something black and red/ something Mum would love.. ? argh why am i even worry about something so insignificant? i should just buy whatever i like. but the problem is i like all of it.

browse-browse-browse. think-think-think. ponder somemore..

this aint working. blue or pink? quick!!!!!

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one of my sister picked pink and the other chose blue. -faints-

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okay enough, i’ll re-consider tomorrow.

today i lugged back a big bag crammed with my *new* Vichy day and night moisturiser — costing me a bomb of $78. of course, to some people, this amount is probably pennies.. but to me, it took me quite alot of beating about the bush, sneaking looks at the Vichy counter longingly, one minute deciding to just leave, and the next thing i know, i was already at the counter chatting with the promoter. and the moment she whisked out the 2 products, i know my money is already in her hands. sigh, my $78! i can buy like, 3-4 tops with that money and the bottles are sooo tiny i doubt it’ll last me as long as 3 months as she promised. but i got a free straightener cuz the cashier managed to con me into spending another extra 2 bucks. i’m so gullible, what to do. but i’m excited about my new purchases!! i wont be wasting money *chants a million times* - dang i’m so broke.

recently, amazon.com is my favourite online hangout. i love reading book reviews, god why am i such a nerd. i scroll through the list of bestsellers and one particular vampire series caught my eye - Sookie Stackhouse! i need something to fill in the empty Twilight spaces.. :( Sookie Stackhouse seems very Anita Blake (one of my favourites vampire series until the author decides to focus more on porn-related stuff in around err, book 15 onwards i think. i dont remember), which is one of the reasons i got so excited when my mouse clicked upon this book. i would love it alot if it’s like Anita Blake minus the porn. :)

and the next best thing have to be the NLB. -sigh- i have currently 6 books under reservation! teeheehee. gosh i’m so excited.

oh well, meet the nerd. -waves-

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i’m being called BORING this week. perhaps i should start reflecting deep into the mirror at my inner self. it’s kind of insulting, if i had not known that she is kidding. what to do, there’s a big part of a loner inside me. i’m just not that kind of girl who everybody likes to get close to. i can only feel comfortable with certain people. i guess, weird describes me.

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… also, HE ASK ME OUT!!!!!!!!!