it’s amazing how i couldnt write properly when i have people hanging around me, half-afraid that they will pop up behind me suddenly, reading over my shoulder.. it makes me shudder. perhaps i valued privacy more i think, or i couldnt help but mused on the fact that maybe i’m embarrassed to be caught blogging? it’s rather frightening, either way. right now, as the dark curtains fell over the world, the TV is blaring behind me, flashing my current obsessed drama 家好月圆, my baby boy a few feet away from me scrawling cute transformers (i should think so!), Mum cutting her fingernails.. makes it a very ordinary Tuesday night actually.

and oh yes, i mopped and swept the floor today! it’s rather amazing, too, how satisfying it feels after i worked out a sweat doing housework. very tired, sweat sticking my shirt to my body, stinking up my hair, but satisfying nevertheless.

i’ve finished reading Breaking Dawn and Eclipse. the ending is fantastic but.. i wished for more. 4 books is too short. am re-reading Twilight now while i still can! sigh. the movie is quite amazing though, if only they followed the original script fully. it’s just too short.

i havent get any studying done. yet. darn. sigh. i’m so dead.

randomly speaking, i was at Watson’s just now and i managed to grab a sample of a moisturizer i’m very excited to try out and the brightening eye roller at 20% off!!!!! utter bliss. if only i can just ignore that the hole in my pocket is getting bigger…

so happy. but still very worried cuz i haven been touching my books since the last paper on the 18th. a week flew by and i just let myself immerse in the excuse of a Christmas mood. so christmas is over right now, shouldnt i be starting to mug already? get cracking?

am terribly disappointed with myself right now. too bad i dont have any resistance over this. too bad a weakling is all i am.

- comtemplating on getting The Host..!

 

**watching 家好月圆 is making my very angry.. ahhhhh!!!! bitches.