Jeez
today is one of the rare days whereby i was alone at home. completely, alone.
these 4 days of so-called holidays blipped by is such a speed that i still think that yesterday must still be friday - cuz i hasnt touched any homework at all. oh god help me. tests is next week - gasp - and i still dont feel anything at all. i’m such a goner, i think. econs is still as confusing as the meaning would allow. complicated graphs and equations flying by with meaningless, colourless explanations. maths is alright, i think, a day of practice should keep me in sync. IBM is like shit. shitshitshit. i remembered flunking the first test - hahaha - and i think this test 2 should not be any different - really confident of me huh?
worried-worried-worried. 7 days to TESTS!…
but here am i, typing, typing, typing. jeez.

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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