it feels like ages since i entered in the link of this journal. life, is very mundane. it’s all about school, friends and family. whether i have time to gobble down breakfast, what to have for lunch, if i want to stay back in school to study with the gang, if i can find a seat on the train, if i can still pay my citibank card bills with my allowance, why-am i-still-shopping thoughts, meeting Jas, trying to mug 4 hours a day, trying to restrict my spending yada yada. and on yes, worrying about those oil seeds popping up my face. :(

basic stuff. boring stuff.

but i like how life is now. bland, easy, maybe easier to pass. maybe cos i got a goal now. i have something that i need to achieve.

but the ache had never really go away. not for a moment.

another week, it’s going to be a year. what a fast year. what a complicated year.

time, please stop.

 

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