Going Bonkers
econs lecture was a total blur. after only 4 lectures, i’m already feeling extremely stressed. was it only me, am i just too slow? i’m afraid i cant cope, it feels so scary here. i’m almost ready to run.
coward, the voice mocked. stupid, stupid girl. are you trying hard enough?
it really isnt easy to juggle with the school load, the need to catch up with everybody, the stress of mixing with the new group, the bills piling up in red. i dont even feel like going out anymore. please, let things be better soon.

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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