wednesday, we had boring stats in the morning and i ate all sorts of heaty food imagined. and here i am, wondering why the hell my throat hurts so much. let’s see - the hashbrown in the morning cos i was starving, Shilin’s xo fried chicken and tempura with Ping in the afternoon for lunch, and later, Jas treat me to Famous Amos’ No Nuts cookies in the evening. and yesterday Ma and i finished off the can of Tom and Jerry chips!!! *guilty look*

ugh, i’ve just popped in a strepsil and drank lemon honey just now, i hoped i wont be nursing a sore throat tomorrow! and in the midst of all.. i’ve decided not to be a lazybum and slathered on an aspirin mask.

shopping in the afternoon, and as usual the price tags dont agree with me. too many things we girls always want - even those we might not even wear - and there’s too little money to go around. i’m dead broke, i officially declared today. besides the fact that i’ve decided on getting the bi-weekly lens of $260 for half a year, i have citibank card bills to clear, daily transport and expenses to think about. and the contact lens solution and protein tablets that i will be buying to take extra good care of my lens.. and my facial products, my weekly/monthly indulgences, my library overdue fines, my hair treatment.. the list can continue till the next ten entries if i have the time to type them out, ha.

go on, say serve me right for not saving up when i have a steady flow of income. while people fret about getting good results, i fret both on results and money. sometimes, i just couldnt help wishing that i’m richer.

.. on a sad side note, my epilator is not here yet >:(

 

** three more days, and it would be your birthday. i still miss you like crazy, Pa. i am carrying your calculator in my bag. somehow, i’m feeling happy knowing that its yours. perhaps i’m still trying to grab hold of you, or if not, anything close.. i know i still am.

how’s life in heaven?

g’night, Pa.