this week is Batman Week! caught The Dark Knight and i lovee loveee it. Batman Begins was showing tonight and though it’s rather boring in the beginning, i still love Christian Bale :) but TDK is definitely better than part 1! i just hoped that there will be a part 3!

heartfelt movie. i was thinking, how can Rachel die!!! (though i dont like her, but she is Bruce’s love!)
sighed. please please please tell me there is a part 3!

Friday -

tau huai breakfast.

these few days, i realized i had since stopped flipping through MyPaper to read my horoscope. it just doesnt seems that fun anymore now that Z isnt here to read them out aloud. i dont even know if he is back yet, part of me refused to acknowledge the fact that i want to know, quite badly. everything is so contradictory, i just dont know. i’m happy that friday is finally here, and i might be taking off on monday to collect the laptop, pluck my eyebrows and tuesday i will be back in this shithole. a rather nice shithole actually, the environment is nice and friendly, people just dont care if yoou arrive to work late just as long as you get the job done, and time flies. perhaps i dont have the most intriguing company (read: TC), but i shouldnt keep complaining so much, the saint in me advises. ha. but i’ve been very mean and evil lately.

TC asked why-dont-we-go-and-catch-batman-together-on-monday.

and i gave him the look. he got to be kidding me.
 
Thursday -

11:54pm. freezing.
i hate getting stuck in circumstances or situations that i have no idea how to handle. so i stand there, fumbling awkwardly, cluelessly, desperately waiting for some distraction. i hate telling people our dates are off and can we meet another day? but sometimes, you just dont have a choice.
 
Z was a firm believer that everything has a choice, it’s all up to you. i beg to differ, i dont think it’s that easy. if i have a choice, i wont be here in this starkingly cold room, with a blockhead for company, if i have a choice, i would rather go eat lunch alone, if i have a choice, i would confess to Z, if i have a choice, i would - the list is endless. perhaps, we do always have a choice, one way or the other, but we will always pick the choice that we have no choice but to pick. it’s like a crossroad; there are more than one path you could have take, but you will always pick the best and safest way out of the four. — ah, life.
 
1:59pm
lunch was almost, almost good. i didnt feel like flaring up much, probably cos today is thursday, and then after tomorrow, i will have 2 days of break from seeing him. the sad thing was, remember the f21 necklace that i was so excited about? well, the spree was cancelled :(, so i have no choice but to quickly look for another spree, took my nets card to transfer the money asap. the necklace is important to me cos i wanted one for AGES. and finally, when i already thought i will get it, the spree cancelled itself on me. hope this spree will go smoothly this time, i really really want this necklace!