i got this ridiculous feeling that..
 
that irritating as hell TC is clearing the seat next to me so he can move over. OMG. (Z and I was betting over the phone that he will move over once D is gone now. and i insisted that he wont. we bet over.. my hot-pink pen which he brought back with him on his last day)
 
he has been fluttering around me, in front of me, behind me, beside me since.. half and hour ago. i have no idea at all what he is doing ^!#$ @ annoyed like hell now. he is like, clearing every inch of the table, walking here and there, moving this and that, asking me if i want this and that, throwing away things, moving my Vitasoy over to me (trying to be nice i suppose, ack) and everything he is doing right now just pisses me off.
 
oh yeah, Ced just walked by and asked very loudly, ‘why both of you sit so faraway from each other? Cant get along?’
 
ha, what do you think? i cant even stand talking to him for more than 5 minutes!
 
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quoted from Z, ‘you’re like the rubbish bin that attracts many flies.’ he titters,’.. and cockroaches.’ he couldnt resist adding. i just find the way he describes me so amusing! okay lah, he is insulting me mildly but i still think it’s funny. anyway, he left for Penang last friday, and he will be back only on wednesday… and by then i supposed that he would have already forgotten about my existence already. a week of vacation with his lovely demure gf.. must be in wonderland now!
 
my heart is coping fine, in case you are wondering.. (for now)

11:02am
he is not swapping seats :D - yet.
 
that cheeky D! he just sms me 10am in the morning asking me how is work! i know he is gloating, i just know it!
 
S is in army camp now. i only knew this morning! he texted me last night asking if i had slept already and this morning, he replied that he is in camp and can only talk to me at night :) and J.. at 8am in the morning, can you believe he is still up and awake and havent sleep at all? he, too sent be a text asking how’s my morning :) but i suspect he had since drift off to some lalaland cos he didnt reply back ah-ha!
 
you know, i have this bad habit of not replying to messages when i’m super busy or occupied.
 
check this sentence out:
‘You’re cosine and I’m sine, because together we’re 1.’ (cos square x + sin square x = 1)
 
ahahaha, lame, but super cute!
 
for the first time in weeks.. i am all cleared of things to do!
 
reminder to self: cut fingernails - it’s so hard to type with these frigging nails!
 
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11:33am
i’m so so so happy that i’ve managed to secure an order of the F21 necklace that i had been eyeing since beginning of the year but it’s always OOS! but hahaha, it’s mine now! and today i’m wearing my new top and new heels which is so comfortable. sigh ignore me, its a boring day.
 
2:21pm
half an hour ago, we just came back from lunch from the uber popular stall which sells sliced fish soup mee. totally awesome, my tummy feels very contented right now! things between TC and me is going.. okay i suppose. at least, today i dont feel like strangling him or kicking him somewhere where it would really hurt. we went MPH again cos it was too early.. and so now we’re back and he is still sitting behind me (thankfully) but he walked over a dozen times looking over the shoulder to see what i am doing. KPO!
 
sigh. another 14 weekdays to try to get along with him.
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ohh and yesterday, i tried my $9.99 size 35 heels again and i realized.. it’s actually a size too small. apparently, the aunty in me refused to acknowledge that particular fact at the time when i was trying it on at the shop - once the saleslady told me it was on sale and is the last pair, i knew i have to get it. just then, the fact that i normally wear a size 36 did not occur to me, or maybe it had but it seems so insignificant when your mind is overcrowded with thoughts of ‘omg this is uber super extremely incredibly CHEAP and NICE!!!!!" rewinding in your head like an over-excited broken record. my poor feet.