9:12am - 3 annoying things that make me grumpy
#1 sleepy mood. was even dozing off while standing on the train. wet puddles everywhere. did it rain? i didnt sense it. tiny rain drops flecking on the window. i got a sudden craving for Macs breakfast.. hm, perhaps on saturday? hang on there, just 1 more day to go.
 
#2 i suddenly remembered what Jas was telling me last night, while i was sitting next to her, using her laptop, talking about Z: "why? he should be out of the picture now.", was her declaration.
 
i suppose, she is right. it’s just that i’m dont bear to let go. stupid me.
 
#3 Da is being annoying this morning - "does this top match with these shorts?" - a simple question right?
 
"yes, its okay." - a simple answer, no?
 
and she had to ask like, 5 times, and i just keep repeating yesyesyesyesyes. sometimes i just dont get her. ah, the thursday blues. i cant wait for tomorrow.
 
11:11am -The Perfect Timing
whoa, time is going by so slow. so far, my morning consists of stuffing my mouth with ChocoBaby chocs, pasting Post-its all over my desk - my CPU is all crammed full! - drinking water to curb my hunger pangs, putting on and licking off my lipbalm - kinda gross i know, but i didnt even realized that i’m licking it off - ranting to Chris about my workload, some online-window-shopping… and what else. all really mundane stuff that makes me wanna cry. i wish there will be something interesting, like a new cute temp stuff maybe.
 
while on the way to work, i realized that for this week, i had only withdraw out 20bucks on monday, and i am still able to last until now - unlike the other weeks where i almost have to withdraw $$ everyday due to the expensive food we have for lunch. but for this week, not anymore! hmmm. it is good in a way.. but weird in the other.
 
2:26pm
back from KFC lunch and i’m uber pissed. you really disgust me everyday, without fail. today i thought i can be nicer or treat you like i treat others, but - congrats your behaviour proved me wrong once again and i feel so stupid for ever thinking that i just might get along with you for the next 3 weeks. PPFFFTTT.
 
before you keep saying i have no looks or is stupid and useless - please look into the mirror and tell me what you see. fact is, i think you’re much worse than me :)
 
-shant get angry shant get angry- x100
 
4:53pm
i’m feeling great right now becos.. i finished all my work! and oh no, i’m spending money again.