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#3 Work Rants and Good Memories
9:22am - Work
you know what? amazingly, i still remembered the last time you told me not to accept NOA that says "Estimated" cos it’s not accurate. today, just a few minutes ago, i received one ESTIMATED copy, and immediately i was once again reminded of you. so i did pass it to JW to check for verification, instead of pending it like what i would initially have done.
little things of you; somehow, it seems like there are memories of you everywhere. like, those green CUTIE packs of tissues you left behind.. or that empty tin of ECLIPSE sweets.. your handwriting on those little yellow Post-its… you’re like a constant reminder, evoking all sorts of emotions inside.
i got a surprise last night, while i was getting ready for bed. one check of the phone, my heart was beating faster when i saw "3 new messages" on the screen. i was thinking - it couldnt be you - and then, a click, it was. 2 of them were from you. you were asking me how work was, how i was dealing with that annoying fellow at work. and you know what - you made my tuesday night.
perhaps i mean something in your heart? - just toying with that idea. it couldnt possibly be true.
you know what? amazingly, i still remembered the last time you told me not to accept NOA that says "Estimated" cos it’s not accurate. today, just a few minutes ago, i received one ESTIMATED copy, and immediately i was once again reminded of you. so i did pass it to JW to check for verification, instead of pending it like what i would initially have done.
little things of you; somehow, it seems like there are memories of you everywhere. like, those green CUTIE packs of tissues you left behind.. or that empty tin of ECLIPSE sweets.. your handwriting on those little yellow Post-its… you’re like a constant reminder, evoking all sorts of emotions inside.
i got a surprise last night, while i was getting ready for bed. one check of the phone, my heart was beating faster when i saw "3 new messages" on the screen. i was thinking - it couldnt be you - and then, a click, it was. 2 of them were from you. you were asking me how work was, how i was dealing with that annoying fellow at work. and you know what - you made my tuesday night.
perhaps i mean something in your heart? - just toying with that idea. it couldnt possibly be true.
9:54am
the hp goes beep and your name flickered over the screen. how nice to hear from you early in the morning!
2:14pm
back from lunch half an hour ago. Ping called me just now and we had a chat. it was nice :) and afterwards, Z called to chat too - he was bored. had fun talking to him, i was laughing all the way! but of cos, he is meeting his gf afterwards. sigh, dont know how i should be feeling. but surprisingly, i was feeling rather peaceful about the answer. i think there will come a time where i dont feel anything at all - i’m looking forward to the day. but it was still rather comforting, to hear his voice. at least, he is thinking of me?
work gang and i made a tour towards MPH after lunch of fishball noodles to peek about. saw a few reads that i’m rubbing my hands in glee for. perhaps… borrow? hardcovers are soooo expensive! and that is the last thing i should be spending my hard-earned money on. oh yes, this week my buys include: 3 tops and cropped pants at a cheappp rate of $50! i’m happy, but guilty.
and oh yeah, we have oero muffins from MissyMuffins for tea break later! and Vitasoy, yum.
3:35pm
online shopping rocks! - i’m intending to sell off half of the things i’ve bought so far, it must be that i have too much money to waste.. not.
4:20pm
i pray that time blipped by fast every single work day - and slow down on the weekends. speaking of which, 2 more days of thinking of what to wear - actually these moments of dressing up are the best next to lunches. i enjoy the morning rush of adjusting the heater when i am about to freeze under the icy water, of picking through my messy basket of clothes for something new to wear, popping in my contacts yadayada. and then, the hurrying to catch the bus! i dont care if i am late though. but MyPaper every morning is a must - i need my daily dose of horoscopes for survival and Ma likes to read it anyway!
1.5 hours to go… just made two repetive mistakes of sending members unsuccessful letters when it’s supposed to be opposite. ugh, have to call them up to explain on my stupidity. i wish Z is here - if he was, at least i can beg him to call for me - and he always say yes, though he still grumbled non stop. it gets me thinking how much i had relied on him. too much. just now, i had accidently dropped a piece of paper. normally, he would sigh at me, roll over and help me pick it up even though the paper is much nearer at my feet - cos he cannot stand the fact that i always have to get up and squat down to pick things up, instead of just bending over :) sigh who is going to help me pick up stuff from the floor or help me call these buggers now?!
4:45pm
finished making the calls after a maddeningly rush to find phones that actually worked. it’s so pathetic down here, with only a lousy phone that has funny and loud buzzing noises coming from the other end. luckily those members are still nice.. phew!
just ate my oreo muffin and i dont get why the queue is always so freaking long. the taste doesnt justify it. hmm, perhaps it’s my expensive taste buds? but D and TC agreed too! i shall save my Vitasoy for tomorrow. now, the ChocoBaby chocolates that Sharlene gave us is my lifesaver. :D
KH just texted me this:
at first i was afraid, i was petrified, keep thinking i could never live, when he come to my side
but then i spend so many nights thinking how he did me wrong, i grew strong, i learnt how to carry on.. i will survive!
yay, exactly. - 22 more weekdays.. how hard can it be? -attempting to insert grin-
5:14pm
the new batch of adjustments are 3.5/4 done say aye! look at the time, i cant wait for work to end. i’m going to head home early - though i’m comtemplating of hitting the library for some chick-lits - have dinner, watch some teebee (i haven been catching any since.. forever), and at night, hope Da wont be needing the PC so i can chat up with Z and my lovelies. :) he says so just now - talk to you online!
i’m so easily contented and gullible sometimes, sigh.
just another 41 minutes now!
5:46pm
hohoho, another 14 minutes and it’s poof. - shit i just remember that i still haven pay for my citibank card bills. the bummer for having credit cards is the freaking temptation - it’s like a hook!
okay, time to pack up.
psst.. i’m $47 richer tonight HOORAY!
the hp goes beep and your name flickered over the screen. how nice to hear from you early in the morning!
2:14pm
back from lunch half an hour ago. Ping called me just now and we had a chat. it was nice :) and afterwards, Z called to chat too - he was bored. had fun talking to him, i was laughing all the way! but of cos, he is meeting his gf afterwards. sigh, dont know how i should be feeling. but surprisingly, i was feeling rather peaceful about the answer. i think there will come a time where i dont feel anything at all - i’m looking forward to the day. but it was still rather comforting, to hear his voice. at least, he is thinking of me?
work gang and i made a tour towards MPH after lunch of fishball noodles to peek about. saw a few reads that i’m rubbing my hands in glee for. perhaps… borrow? hardcovers are soooo expensive! and that is the last thing i should be spending my hard-earned money on. oh yes, this week my buys include: 3 tops and cropped pants at a cheappp rate of $50! i’m happy, but guilty.
and oh yeah, we have oero muffins from MissyMuffins for tea break later! and Vitasoy, yum.
3:35pm
online shopping rocks! - i’m intending to sell off half of the things i’ve bought so far, it must be that i have too much money to waste.. not.
4:20pm
i pray that time blipped by fast every single work day - and slow down on the weekends. speaking of which, 2 more days of thinking of what to wear - actually these moments of dressing up are the best next to lunches. i enjoy the morning rush of adjusting the heater when i am about to freeze under the icy water, of picking through my messy basket of clothes for something new to wear, popping in my contacts yadayada. and then, the hurrying to catch the bus! i dont care if i am late though. but MyPaper every morning is a must - i need my daily dose of horoscopes for survival and Ma likes to read it anyway!
1.5 hours to go… just made two repetive mistakes of sending members unsuccessful letters when it’s supposed to be opposite. ugh, have to call them up to explain on my stupidity. i wish Z is here - if he was, at least i can beg him to call for me - and he always say yes, though he still grumbled non stop. it gets me thinking how much i had relied on him. too much. just now, i had accidently dropped a piece of paper. normally, he would sigh at me, roll over and help me pick it up even though the paper is much nearer at my feet - cos he cannot stand the fact that i always have to get up and squat down to pick things up, instead of just bending over :) sigh who is going to help me pick up stuff from the floor or help me call these buggers now?!
4:45pm
finished making the calls after a maddeningly rush to find phones that actually worked. it’s so pathetic down here, with only a lousy phone that has funny and loud buzzing noises coming from the other end. luckily those members are still nice.. phew!
just ate my oreo muffin and i dont get why the queue is always so freaking long. the taste doesnt justify it. hmm, perhaps it’s my expensive taste buds? but D and TC agreed too! i shall save my Vitasoy for tomorrow. now, the ChocoBaby chocolates that Sharlene gave us is my lifesaver. :D
KH just texted me this:
at first i was afraid, i was petrified, keep thinking i could never live, when he come to my side
but then i spend so many nights thinking how he did me wrong, i grew strong, i learnt how to carry on.. i will survive!
yay, exactly. - 22 more weekdays.. how hard can it be? -attempting to insert grin-
5:14pm
the new batch of adjustments are 3.5/4 done say aye! look at the time, i cant wait for work to end. i’m going to head home early - though i’m comtemplating of hitting the library for some chick-lits - have dinner, watch some teebee (i haven been catching any since.. forever), and at night, hope Da wont be needing the PC so i can chat up with Z and my lovelies. :) he says so just now - talk to you online!
i’m so easily contented and gullible sometimes, sigh.
just another 41 minutes now!
5:46pm
hohoho, another 14 minutes and it’s poof. - shit i just remember that i still haven pay for my citibank card bills. the bummer for having credit cards is the freaking temptation - it’s like a hook!
okay, time to pack up.
psst.. i’m $47 richer tonight HOORAY!
11:21pm - Now
- borrowed 3 new chick-lits
- managed to spend all $40 from my earnings on an epilator i been wanting to get for AGES :( so now i’m just $7 richer.
- did aspirin mask
- did some online-window-shopping
- upload Xiao Jing Teng’s songs into ipod - i lurrve his voice, plus he’s such a cutie! have you heard his songs yet?!
- he is still not online - bluffing me! pfffft.
- borrowed 3 new chick-lits
- managed to spend all $40 from my earnings on an epilator i been wanting to get for AGES :( so now i’m just $7 richer.
- did aspirin mask
- did some online-window-shopping
- upload Xiao Jing Teng’s songs into ipod - i lurrve his voice, plus he’s such a cutie! have you heard his songs yet?!
- he is still not online - bluffing me! pfffft.
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