sometimes, i do think that life is too far short to be worrying over the unnecessary. most of the things that i worried about would find it’s place in it’s time, i am sure - but this still doesnt stop me from worrying, ah-ha.

currently my worry list has:

1. my awful complexion - ugh, the stress
2. money - i keep spending and can never have enough. also, my bank account doesnt stay fat for long.
3. school - KY and the guys are talking about starting revising for econs to get ready to tackle the new school term that will commerce in august. but i’m not making any plans to do the same thing at all. when i should!
4. Mum - health problems have been surfacing ever since the start of this year. i’m constantly worrying for her. i’m constantly feeling useless cos the things that i can do is so damn limited.
5. nothing is enough anymore. i’m always seeking out for ways to make myself a better and happier person. but so far, nothing is working.
6. transport fees and other random expenditure that i will need once school start - i dont have enough right now.
7. my listener is gone now. no more chit-chats sessions that are always so damn good at filtering out my worries. he smsed me last night, about taking my pink pen home, and i didnt reply again after he replied back. - damn i wonder if he cares if i reply back or not. i guess not.
8. i’ve hurt J, somehow though we will be pretending that things are okay. - and that was once the last thing i’ve ever wanted to do.

i hope i will have my answers soon.