i’m finally awake after falling asleep with my face covered in black goo - the mask is so painful to take off! i’m so sleepy now, heh.

i’m back home tonight with a happy grin on my face - Mango GSS sale is so frigging good, i manage to bag home the last pair of skinnies IN MY SIZE at a price of $29! orginally 99 bucks, oh cheap thrills! i didnt manage to find any nice shoes that i like, though a few pairs of heels caught my eyes, but i’m just happy swinging home one shopping bag.. really.

today was the official last day of KY and Z. we had fun, dont we? but every story has its ending, and every ending means a new beginning is about to unfold. it’s time for some new changes, new ideas and dreams, new wishes, new people, everything new! i kind of like that. part of me is relieved that my infatuation is coming to an end now. we will probably talk and meet much lesser than before, and who knows? before i knew it, he will just be a small part of my life, remembered but less so. though i know i will miss him.

Z came to work sporting this big blue-black bruise on his arm - my handiwork. he totally took his revenge by tickling me at every single chance he got! and yesterday, when i was trying to climb the big green hill at Vivo City, i almost fell and twisted my ankle or something, but thankfully (or maybe not), he was behind me and reached out one arm to steady me - but in the end, i twisted my back instead and went crashing into his arms hahaha. alot of funny things happened. i was totally amazed by how well we get along, how i can tell him anything so easily, how he makes me laugh, how each action and word can fall into place nicely just as long as we’re side by side.

today we just ate the same set meal of ba chor mee at Food Republic - totally delicious. perhaps, it’s the last day, so most of the time, we were tagging behind each other. on the bus, he even switched seats to sit beside me :) i want to thank this guy seriously, he taught me so much. with every single problem i ran into, he will be my evil guardian angel, guiding me back to the correct route with insults peppered along the way. he is someone who never fails to remind me of my stupidity everyday, he just makes life at the workplace so enjoyable.

today, JW was asking if we will keep in touch after today. and then, Z started nudging me and asking me: ‘hey, will we will we?’ - i wish.

he is like my saviour, my counsellor, my gossiping partner, my encyclopedia, my dictionary.

i know i will really really really miss him though i will never let him know. i still think he is one of the most amazing guys i’ve ever met.

but it’s goodbye for now, Z.

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J says he still likes me. i told him i’m not looking for a relationship right now. perhaps, i’m selfish, i am rejecting him but there i go thinking what the hell am i thinking. i know i will be happy, he makes my day. but..

perhaps i’m just still not mature enough.

whatever it is, i just want to be happy. - and friday was a good day, wasnt it?

p.s. sigh pimples please go away and make me a happier girl