I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
Jots at 1:38
J was just telling me the multiplying number of NS men who passed away recently.
what can i say to this - that life is cruel, that it’s all in god’s plans? and what can we, a mere human do to stop it or change it?
i can only sigh. and sigh and sigh.
J gave me the blog link of the gf and as i read it, i want to cry too.
what is this world turning into - we are all helpless against the forces of nature.
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Ping just told me that why not i try confessing and see if he feels the same way too.
but no, i couldnt bring myself to, that will be too selfish, and i have too much pride inside me to admit something that shouldnt happened.
what i’ve always been lacking, is courage. so sue me.
i’m weak.
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i should just be with J.
POSTED @ 1:26 am | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
