I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me.

June 21, 2008

Second Chances

Filed under: Everything Else

too often we dont realize what we have until its gone
too often we wait too late to say, ‘i’m sorry, i’m wrong’
sometimes it seems we’ve hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts
and allow foolish things to get to tear our lives apart
far too many times we let unimportant things get into our minds
and by then its usually too late to see what made us blind
so be sure you let people know how much they mean to you
take the time to say the words before your time is through
be sure you appreciate everything you’ve got and be thankful for the little things in life that meant alot

just chanced upon this, and may it be a reminder to myself.

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didnt know what got to me exactly.

when KH asked me why was i depressed, i couldnt help but blurted out what was wrong. only after i clicked SENT, i realized how ignorant and selfish i must have sound - telling someone who told me he had a crush on me my problem about another guy. so that is the selfish, insensitive me.

i’m having this swirls of emotions that’s turning me into jelly.

there’s this thought suddenly - should i make a confession i might just regret?

Oh Really

i want to text him, i want to click on his window on MSN and type something whilst hitting ENTER, i want to call him to ask him where he is and what he is doing now.

am i pathetic or what, the devil in me says.

nah, just heart broken, the angel retort.

WHY AM I SO FICKLE ONE!!! *pissed*