I've got so much left to say,
if every simple word i wrote about you
would take your breath away,
I'd write it all.
So even more in love with me you'd fall.
Walking Away Day One
many times a night, i will wonder alot of things. wonder how such things can take a turn and end up this way. wonder how at one point of time, couldnt i have done something to salvage it, or at least, try to do something, say something? but most of the time, i just choose to ignore this thorn jabbing into my back, just let it be.
for some reason or so, this time round, i want to do something, salvage something, change something. i dont want another wave of regrets and longing to hit me later. but yet, i know i shouldnt move forward in this, i shouldnt change anything though i badly want to. i guessed, i’m being afraid of the outcome, i’m a coward, i’m just a coward.
i hate the way i have to be all the time, being so guarded everytime i speak to you, i cant show you the most inner part of me, i have to pull the cover on and hide, just so you wouldnt know.
hello there,
it’s the night again.
everytime at this hour, you would be under your covers, in your sweet slumber.
what are you dreaming of right now?
i cant help, but want to know, do i have a place in your heart, if not just one tiny corner.
.. but i guess, not.
one step away, baby steps. i will get through this. i have more important things to achieve and look forward to, i tell myself.
POSTED @ 1:42 am | Since you've been gone, a part of me went with you
