i’m still thinking if i should delete the last draft or should i just publish it.

1. the three of us went down to SIM today for the briefing/interview. it turns out rather great, except that the fees are slightly steeper than we first thought. the lecturers were great :D i would most likely take this offer but then again, there are still some doubts flying around in circles.

- i wont be able to work part-time as planned
- i will have to work REALLY HARD, like a starved dog. seriously.
- i have to save loads of money from today onwards. no more buying clothes :( and it’s the GSS right now shit.
- i will have to go for classes from monday to friday, and reached by 825AM sharp. everyday.

2. uni matters aside, today is also a happy day cos someone called me 3 times :)

he even asked about the course and all that, and it might not mean anything, but it shows something at least doesnt it. (someone poke me awake pls!)

3. we have LJS for lunch and the $5.10 meal really makes me wanna puke.

4. shopping after that! sigh, the biggest shame of all. but i bought a cardigan thats all =x the painful thing was, not able to buy whatever thing that caught your eyes! could you imagine me with no income? i cant, really. :(

5. i need to stop having false hopes. some things just wont work out simply by wishing and hoping. it’s so damn pointless. and what gets you at the end? only disappointment.