heartache, this is how it feels like.

dilemma, like a never-ending wave crashing into your brain.

jealousy and envy, both evil green monsters muddling with your conscience, your feelings.

i’m struggling, struggling to keep them all under control. my heart is twisting, so heavy, and maybe i will feel better if i can cry it all out.

you know what i’m wishing now? that i can say all these unspoken words to you, just to let you know, how i feel for you.