i realized this layout looks totally ugly on the PC at work. i should probably change back soon!

last night, i had a chat with J, and to tell the truth, i enjoyed it immensely and i’m missing it now. i miss how we used to chat every night and how funny our conversation always goes. i miss miss him. what the heck right. will things go back to normal, will S just send me a text, i will be the happiest girl for sure. i’m greedy, and this is a terrible, terrible sin.

work’s alright. i realized there’s a limit to everything and how a joke that went too far doesnt seems all that funny anymore. i can laugh when people tease me, but come on, who doesnt get annoyed when things blew out of proportion. i just feel like rolling my eyes and stucking out my tongue at this person. if you think you being charming and all, hello, think again. and yeah, look into the mirror and remember how you looked first before making a smart-alec remark. i can take a joke, a laugh anytime. but i really dont enjoy those too-much comments you’re making today. how irritating.

sticky things aside, i’m worrying alot these days. i’m worrying about uni, about my pathetic income, about those friends i care about but who just somehow arent in the picture anymore. i hope we will never become those people who become strangers due to not seeing each other for months, i hope we’ll always be there for each other. i wish i can tell you how important you are to me. but that can never be explained in words.

**i think tomorrow i shall tie up my hair. it’s time to look serious, ha ha ha.