Positive Thinking Starts Tonight
this layout looks screwed, and i cant believe i’ve spent 2 hours in the morning and 2 hours right now, trying to make it right. the background is horrendous, pardon it while i think of a better one, oh the sidebar looks terrible too, pretend you didnt see it! i’m not sure if the whole layout will look ugly on other computers or laptops, but i will check it out soon. i got this feeling that it’s horribleeeeee but ugh, i had enough. but i kind of like how it’s looking on my screen :)
baby xavier is at my feet right now, snuggling to a deep sleep! his parents are off to the hospital to visit xavier’s grandpa and i doubt they will come home right after that. today, my phone rang constantly, and i think i’m finally getting employed.. somehow. but since it’s not final yet, we shall see tomorrow.
i found this totally cool website that just might primped me up to become a much more positive person :D i think i should start the same practice here, so i wont be so gloomy and sad everytime! i need reminders.
today, Happiness is..
♥ finally finding my place somewhere - a new job! :)
♥ i took 2 trips of my favourite bus rides, listening to my favourite music. what could get better than this? i’m moving on, at the very least!

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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