I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me.

April 9, 2008

Rub My Eyes

i’m so tired i wish to go back to sleep, but i cant. mundane tasks at hand. xxx the call that woke me up at 9 freaking am. but ha, i’m not really complaining, dont get me wrong :) off to town i go!

i had a dream, and my heart, somehow, aches. even if it’s only a dream, it still feels starkingly real. i dont want you to fall for her, please tell me you have your eyes for only me.

but who am i kidding. psst, i miss you! can we be together — who am i kidding again.

 

that i would be good even if i do nothing
that i would be good even if i got thumbs down
that i would be good if i got and stayed sick
that i would be good if i gained ten pounds
that i would be good even if i went bankrupt
that i would be good even if i lost my hair and my youth
that i would be good even if i was no longer queen
that i would be loved even if i numbed myself
that i would be good even if i was clingy
that i would be good even if i lost my sanity
that i would be good
even with or without you

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