Flutters and Panic Attacks
i’m awake cos i cant get back to sleep for the fear of over-sleeping. just a few minutes ago, i was in this frenzy fit cos I COULDNT FIND MY O LEVELS CERT INSIDE MY PORTFOILIO. you can imagine how white i turned into as i started flipping around like a crazy nut and, as a result, got into this sneezing fit due to the dust flying around. it’s really really very scary to be misplacing your stuff at the very last minute. oh, just when will i ever learn to prepare things beforehand? i guess, i’m learning, a few more scares will do the trick.
yesterday, i borrowed Jas’s laptop to use, and i realized how ugly my blog looked on the screen. like, really really ugly. :( i should probably change it to a default one soon! but it looks so nice on this computer okay. i wonder why. perhaps the laptop is the older version hee.
ANYWAY
the important thing is what’s going to happen at 3 o’clock!! wish me luck!!
speaking of this, Shaz called me last night and asked if i wanna go back work.. it’s very tempting.

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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