I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
扫墓Day 2
we left home at 630am in the morning and the minute we came home, i stumbled into Xavier’s bed and couldnt wake up since.. until now, heh heh heh. like every year, it’s kind of stale and boring and the relatives who went become lesser and lesser every year. in a way. it’s rather sad. but i’m not forcing myself to be nice and say that i enjoyed it every year. but it’s all for respect for my late grandma and grandpa, so shrug.
those who came were: Pa’s older brother and his wife, and his two older sisters.
see? their kids and husbands dont even bother to come.. unlike us. i couldnt help but think why they even bother. the only happy thing was, the next time i would see them, would probably be a few months later. :)
it feels like ever since Pa went away, our ties between them went away too. Pa was like, the link between us. what’s left is something much faded, weaker, and probably arent there at all if you didnt try hard enough to see.
ah, the word for this?
Perfect Strangers.
another thing i probably wont forgive was that they didnt even bother to say that they want to visit Pa at Mandai. was it so hard? it’s just one day every year, was that so hard to head down and pay respect to your only youngest brother? i dont understand.
this is truly unforgivable. and i will remember forever, you take my word for it.
you people will be sinned.
POSTED @ 3:07 pm | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
