Blinking Eyes - 扫墓Day 1
i’ve just came back home and i’m tired and feeling emotional at the same time, and i dont know why. to be honest, i cant stand her sometimes. why is she always like that; why is she able to make everything sounds like other people’s faults and not hers. she took everything for granted, like, yeah it’s our responsibilty to help her locate stuff that she couldnt find, yadayadayada - i wonder how long i can refrain myself from shouting at her once and for all. this few snappy comebacks that i had shot her wont be able to satisfy that lion stirring in my stomach. seriously! someone needs to teach her a lesson. she needs to learn the meaning of limits.
okay, i know i’m none too much better but compared to her, i daresay that i am indeed better.
mandai is totally packed, the swarm of cars and people and the smell of incense is overwhelming. but i like it, cos i know it’s all for Pa’s sake. Pa, i love you, you know, i forgot to tell you just now.
p.s. thanks to Gandad for bringing us down to Mandai in his car. it had been a great help.

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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