i think one of the top reasons why i’m feeling rather cranky today is due to this cranky weather. it’s like, what - 40 degrees out there?! the house feels exactly like a pot cooking over fire. i was rushing off to bathe just now and the relief of having water pouring down your body is so damn refreshing. i loved showers!..

another thing is, i realized my sister is really really quite crazy sometimes. funnily enough, in alot of aspects, she has opinions of her own. it’s like, snap, she knows what exactly she wants, she knows alot of things and she is a real society woman. but in other small areas, she have none of these and keep asking questions of how/will anot/why/wont hor/really hor etc etc. yeah.. as much as she is a dear sister to me, and as much as we are in fact, blood sisters, sometimes i can only shook my head at the irony that how come such a decisive and knowledgeable woman can be quite this annoying at times. i guessed, that’s cos everyone has a weakness, a vulnerability or a bad point. and this is her weakness, her vulnerability, her bad point.

and i will just have to train myself to be more patient.

.. but of cos, i totally respect the way she makes decisions regarding important issues. it’s like, slam, bang, bong - she knows what she wants. but of cos when it comes to small decisions like, ‘does this shorts match with that top’ or ‘will my slippers be broken if i wear too often’ or ‘it wont so easily spoil one la hor..’, she is totally indecisive one.

such irony!

and we are completely opposites.