i think one of the top reasons why i’m feeling rather cranky today is due to this cranky weather. it’s like, what - 40 degrees out there?! the house feels exactly like a pot cooking over fire. i was rushing off to bathe just now and the relief of having water pouring down your body is so damn refreshing. i loved showers!..

another thing is, i realized my sister is really really quite crazy sometimes. funnily enough, in alot of aspects, she has opinions of her own. it’s like, snap, she knows what exactly she wants, she knows alot of things and she is a real society woman. but in other small areas, she have none of these and keep asking questions of how/will anot/why/wont hor/really hor etc etc. yeah.. as much as she is a dear sister to me, and as much as we are in fact, blood sisters, sometimes i can only shook my head at the irony that how come such a decisive and knowledgeable woman can be quite this annoying at times. i guessed, that’s cos everyone has a weakness, a vulnerability or a bad point. and this is her weakness, her vulnerability, her bad point.

and i will just have to train myself to be more patient.

.. but of cos, i totally respect the way she makes decisions regarding important issues. it’s like, slam, bang, bong - she knows what she wants. but of cos when it comes to small decisions like, ‘does this shorts match with that top’ or ‘will my slippers be broken if i wear too often’ or ‘it wont so easily spoil one la hor..’, she is totally indecisive one.

such irony!

and we are completely opposites.

the time reads 1:46am

still awake, still thinking, still troubling, still worrying. perhaps i’m really that weak.

i had lengthy chats with 3 friends on this particular wednesday. at around 1pm, i was happily shaking my legs and thinking that i really need to go sweep the floor when i received a call from a friend asking me to go apply for a transcript so that the uni application can be processed when i submit it. it’s like, heck! i didnt know i need a copy of my transcript. we didnt know. so in this raining cats and dogs and dreary weather, while people are snuggling into the comfort of their shelters, i have to brave that awful rain and dropped by TP to apply for this transcript. and it cost $10.20  can you believe! just for a piece of filmsy paper that i will soon received in my post. and 5 working days mind you!! aargh.

then, i was back at 6 plus and in Jes’s room.

.. and the discussion with almost everybody had just ended and i know i want UOL.

just wondering if i should drop by SIM on thurday. which is, TODAY.

 

i had filled the application both online and paper today. it’s just one more button to be clicked.

hang on.. you’re getting there.. nearly there..