I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me.

March 7, 2008

The feeling of deleting hundreds of emails

Thursday, 06.03.2008

thursday, another day. dizzy spells and stupid disturbing dreams. i woke up incredibly late today and slept again in the afternoon because i was feeling so cold and my head just hurts. not a very good day you see. everything just seems out-of-place.

had bubble tea at night! :) honey milk tea, my all-time favourite. and then, tom-yum for dinner. yum! 很好吃哦!

a friend mentioned about him yesterday. it feels very weird. i dont think i want to see him ever again. then again, i do want him to see how well i’m doing right now. then again, haha really? life is so contradicting. oh, is I am so contradicting 吧.

tomorrow will be another day spent at the stall. since it’s the last day and all, i should go, no matter i like it or not. 我要加油啊! :)

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今天特别想你
好喜欢听你和妈以前的故事
没想到,我现在才开始喜欢听
人啊 每次都到了最后才有了觉悟

怎么都来得那么迟呢

想你的心情 你大概永远都不会知道吧。。?

 

(真是一个很愚蠢的问题啊)