finally, i feel that somehow i have my feet back firmly on the ground, after what seems like weeks and weeks of floating around listlessly like a wandering figure, with no goals, no dreams, no life - and only formulas, sample questions, heaps and stacks of crumpled notes, sounds of pencil squeaking against the garlsberg table top, flicks of calculator buttons, the two small bumps on my right finger..

.. and i’m back! we polished off the last damn paper today, and here’s to two weeks of not worrying.. but i will worry once these 14 days passed, i swear. results might not be very pretty, i can feel it - heck. but then again, what’s done cannot be undone, and what’s written and submit can never be changed. so here.. enjoy these two weeks!

to sum it all actually, this semester had to be my worst ever. i dont like how things is going around, flying around like some yucky brunch of trash.. well, it’s really hard to describe. but things always comes and go, comes again and left by the back door, so i should keep my cool.

and two cases of eye allergy, two different doctors, eighty bucks spent on yucky bitter medicine, phew, it’s all over.

 

p.s. i really hope that our 3 years of friendship hasnt just gone down the drain.. or being bunched up like some ball of junk.. like that.

thanks to baby girl’s good lucks and jia yous and also, you, your good luck this morning. you have no idea how cheered up and encouraged i’ve became. thank you, you have no idea :)