I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
Itchy Eyes
wednesday did not do my eyes any good. imagine waking up to see a pair of eyes with single-eyelids staring right back at yourself in the mirror - that’s truly one of the greatest shock a girl doesnt need on a cold, dreary 8am morning.
and today, it was not a very good day. i dont know why i minded so much, mind for the fact that my eyes are in one of their worse state and i’m looking so pale and shabby, and then, you came and called my name, tapped on my shoulder and talked to me from behind. i dont know why, but i minded very much. minded very much that i dont want to turn, and have you gasping at how horrible i’m looking, but i did turn reluctantly, and flashed a quick smile. i guessed you must have noticed how jumpy i am being. i’m sorry for being like this, despising my swollen eyes, despising that you just have to catch me at a moment like this. oh why oh why, am i minding it so much? isnt it disgusting to know i’m actually feeling this way?
well, sometimes i really dont understand myself. but i just cant help but want to know my place in your heart. secretly. shh, dont let anyone know.
it’s v-day tomorrow. i supposed i must be the very last person in the mood for love. but anyhow, happy v-day for those with heart-shaped eyes!
POSTED @ 10:59 pm | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
