Freaking Decisions
the world seems very silent now. i’ve just finished the last juicy drop of Alice and now, i’m officially stuck with nothing left to read/do/watch anymore. oh it might be a good thing because i really need all the time in the 4 days left to study for bloody mcomm and finished my bloody resume and cover letter. oh god i hate resumes, i hate cover letters (what the heck are they anyway), and i hate hate mcomm. who cares about how our mobile phones work, who cares about how much receiver sensitivity or how whatever frequency re-use a cell has oh whatever whatever. it’s driving me crazy but wait a minute - it fills me with such rage that’s burning inside me and the evil voice is saying ‘i will tackle you, oh i love challenges come on now. i will master you!’
hahah, but.. monday. wait. it is monday, heck.
To-do-list for 21/01/2008:
-sent in testimonials and values reflection
-finish resume and cover letter (’at least try to, stupid’ - says the evil voice)
-study mcomm
-beg friends for tutorials
anyway, did i mention? i will be officially jobless on the 28/01/2008. say yay? maybe not hiakhiakhiakk, says the evil voice. no more extra luxuries for myself T_T, thinking ten times over whenever i want to make a purchase, bye to sexy bras and pretty undies, byeee to changing mop water, bye to stupid customers, byee to weird colleagues, byeeee to a life belonging to a no-lifer..
and hi to the free time in the world! free weekends yayy :)
but byeeeeeeeee to.. $$$$$!!!!.. T_T!
"Dream as if you’ll live forever. Live as if you’ll die today."

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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