I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me.

January 21, 2008

Freaking Decisions

the world seems very silent now. i’ve just finished the last juicy drop of Alice and now, i’m officially stuck with nothing left to read/do/watch anymore. oh it might be a good thing because i really need all the time in the 4 days left to study for bloody mcomm and finished my bloody resume and cover letter. oh god i hate resumes, i hate cover letters (what the heck are they anyway), and i hate hate mcomm. who cares about how our mobile phones work, who cares about how much receiver sensitivity or how whatever frequency re-use a cell has oh whatever whatever. it’s driving me crazy but wait a minute - it fills me with such rage that’s burning inside me and the evil voice is saying ‘i will tackle you, oh i love challenges come on now. i will master you!’

hahah, but.. monday. wait. it is monday, heck.

To-do-list for 21/01/2008:

-sent in testimonials and values reflection
-finish resume and cover letter (’at least try to, stupid’ - says the evil voice)
-study mcomm
-beg friends for tutorials

anyway, did i mention? i will be officially jobless on the 28/01/2008. say yay? maybe not hiakhiakhiakk, says the evil voice. no more extra luxuries for myself T_T, thinking ten times over whenever i want to make a purchase, bye to sexy bras and pretty undies, byeee to changing mop water, bye to stupid customers, byee to weird colleagues, byeeee to a life belonging to a no-lifer..

and hi to the free time in the world! free weekends yayy :)

but byeeeeeeeee to.. $$$$$!!!!..  T_T!

 

"Dream as if you’ll live forever. Live as if you’ll die today."

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