my eyes are blinking rapidly, desperately trying to squeeze out more tears to make up for the dehydration of my eyes for having contacts on for more than.. err, 11 hours? oh somebody shoot me please.

right now, my groupmates and i are trying to distribute out tasks for BB and netsec damn bloody projects and i’m not really paying attention. my feet hurts, my shoulder aches, and my arms lacked strength. my head is doozy and sleepy and my tastebuds is relishing the taste of cold milk in my mouth. oh something abit strange, the bb book that sat on my lap smells absolutely fresh and good. hmmm..

ANYWAY, the main point is, our distribution of tasks is over and.. i’ve gotten one of the few worst ‘what are you talking about’ topics. oh, how lucky do i always get? we have one individual report to submit on tuesday and not a single weeny thing is done yet! oh gosh, i should start asking my brain to panick now, so my hands will react to the tasks that’s flashing neon RED.

DO NETSEC
DO BB
DO NETSEC
DO BB
DO NETSEC
DO BB

.. NOW!

sigh, like not really working eh? help!

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one happy thing, i bought a blue top yesterday and 3 cheap watches, and a hoodie :)

one sad thing, Kakak called me yesterday and it was a missed call and i didnt call back.. - guess what? she wanted to give me off today actually! but bloody one, no fate one, i thought they wanted me to do some dirty job so i ignore it. :( stupid stupid girl. or i could think of a million fun ways to spend a friday!!! WITH NO WORK!

one sad thing, in the end, i went to Bugis and exchange my pretty blue top for a sensible grey one. the shop was trapped between countless of distractions but thank goodness - i found it and i was happy :) never mind, i loved grey.

one sad thing, it was abruptly Kakak’s last day at TM today. maybe the feeling hasnt really sink it yet, it was still abit too sudden.. i was thinking maybe next week or something.. ! but life is always this unpredictable, ennit?

one happy thing, yayyy almost everyone i knew passed BB with flying colours! i loved our lecturer; he’s so lenient :)

one sad thing, everyone scores high marks while i only scored a number 66. didnt i earnestly just wished that just as long as i passed, i’m happy? so whats this now? sulking and feeling sullen that i HAD indeed passed, but my marks arent as good as others? haha, bull’s eye!

one happy thing, Jas came to meet me for my break today :D we had 7 slices of Yakun toast and cant finish them, and their french toast pretty much sucks - oh i missed Killiney’s.

one sad thing, i dont want to do my assignments. :(

another last sad and happy thing, i feel like such a petty girl sometimes, loving the feel of stabbing those who stabbed me. this friendship is strained, it’s cracking, it’s falling, it’s vanishing, it’s nothing. i’ve been taught that friends do come and go, and while those who matters will leave footprints in your heart, some others are just not worth going after.

p.s. but shucks, i’m still sulking over such friendships. not worth going after indeed. i hate things that made me sulked! humpfff.

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Happy things: 3.5
Sad things: 5.5

Verdict: oh, i’m just such a sad person! :(