Funnily enough, i’m having problem starting this post. i got so much to say but just how am i gonna jot down every single detail and thought that ran passed my mind?

christmas is really really coming. it seems very weird this year, seeing so many people carrying and buying christmas gifts, wrapping them up with green or red papers, completed with a fancy ribbon at the side. it seems even weirder when i see my colleague knocking off and changing into a nice outfit, telling us she is going town. hmm, it seems really weird indeed. maybe the reason why is because i just couldnt get myself into the mood that everyone seems to be contracting. plus it is finalized that i wont be taking part in any gift-swapping; it does feel sad you know.. i can just imagine everyone picking a name written on a tiny paper folded up and then swapping their nicely-wrapped gift while tearing off the packaging gleefully. i can just very well visualized it.. and then, i think i will feel very empty indeed. but it’s okay, everything is okay, i’m accepting it and glady, not taking part in it. what is a little sadness compared to everything else? that’s nothing.

today is a good day, better than i could have hoped for. i met a very nice customer who bought 8 bras, 15 undies and 2 babydolls sets. it was alot; a big fish!:) and then, i bumped into Aunt Amelia just when i was on my way out to buy lunch!:) in the end, we went LJS to have combos 1 together and went for a quicky shopping around the mall and Pasar Malem after it! i love it! and such such coincidence wheee :D

and then, sales hit 5k tonight! i really do hope that we could hit the superstretch thingy and everyone can get $200 extra! wayyyyy lovely and imagine the stuffs i can buy it with the money! but then again, i dont have much hope for it..

i’m enjoying The Lovely Bones right now and i have enjoyed Host Club #11. both excellent reads! i cant wait for #12 now, i really cant wait! make that another thing that i’m anticipating very hard for.

i have something to say, but i dont know how to put it in words. hopefully, i can organise my thoughts well enough, and maybe when the atmostphere isnt full of cries and cheers from the soccer game blaring on TV right now, i will just be able to write it down well.

i want to watch p.s.i love you!!!