You know what, i’m really getting sick over my job. i’ve been spending so much time tagging up pj’s, undies, not to mention plastic metallic bras that i’m ready to squat right there on the floor with my fingers crossed over my head. (stop complaining, stop complaining will you?)

god seems to be putting up challenges to test my patience these few days.

like on saturday, when i went to work, i got sent to Paragon to pick up stock last minute. it was raining, the rain hitting painfully on my face and unluckily, i wore my specs (arghhh), and i lost count the number of times i have to take them off so i wont be blind and get knock down by those crazy cars occupying every inch of Orchard Road. worse still, when i reached there by train, i couldnt quite remember the way to Paragon. (i think it’s been too long a time i step into any shopping heaven T_T) is it right.. or left? normally, i wouldnt mind going around to search, but it was raining pitter-pattering and i cannot imagine going the wrong way and having to turn back and walk the other way again in that horribly grey weather. and to ask passer-bys the way also seems so embarrassing! so i used my instinct and my orchard skills and i walked the right way! phew, phew, phew. after collecting 3 big and heavy paper bags of undies and lingerie, i head back to Lucky Plaza to join the horrendously long taxi queue. but the cabs all came very quickly and the ride back to TM was great and sleepy.

and then and then, during housekeeping that night, i asked to mop the floor because the vacuum cleaner is so heavy and i’m lazy to lug it around.. and it turns out that i have to change the dirty water because, oh well, because it’s dirty and smelly and stupidly, i’ve requested to mop. :( is god testing me or what? testing to see how many times my black face will flash? hahaha, but all is well thankfully, i have good control over my facial expressions!

so i just knock off from work with an aching body and a queasy stomach.

i’m torn between what to do with my off-day on wednesday(which is today, right now!). should i go catch a movie and go shopping - i’m very dying to - or should i stay home and sleep, eat, drink, watch TV, read books? it’s been so long (okay, since last thursday) since i catch a movie properly without having to rush off anywhere, munch on chips and crunch popcorn. it had been even longer since i last step into a shopping mall without having to rush off to work or some other events. and i got only one day to do everything! one more day before work starts in a series of 4 more days again omg.

it seems like i dont have much of a choice. plus i might be accompanying Mum to somewhere.. you know how i love to spend some time with her; every night i came home, she’s in bed, and every morning when i woke up, she’s at work, and the moment she came back, i have to rush off to work.

you know, suddenly, i realized that i have alot of choices to make. alot of choices i dont feel like thinking and making a decision. oh, i hate making decisions.

1) when should i stop working?
2) if i graduate successfully, where will i go? - hang bras forever?/university?/NIE?/find a part-time admin job?

hmm, okay, that’s not much. but still, these decisions are going to alter my life forever. right?

 

forgot to add, these days i’m really quite sad that Jas is totally into maple, like truly obsessed. so much to the extent that whenever i tried talking to her when i come home after work, she only has her eyes on her game and totally ignore me. and like mother, like son, baby xavier is the same - he only has his eyes on his Power Rangers, or whatever show Jas has on the laptop to keep him from creating a nuisance.

well, just wanna say, i’m kinda sad about this. what’s so fun about maple anyway?