This picture never fails to make me crack a smile or two, so i shall post this tonight. :)

Today is overally a fun day filled with HK Cafe, The Golden Compass, Sakura International Buffet Restuarant and Kinokuniya with Ruiqi and Char. i will never step into HK Cafe to have their french toast ever again! ugh, so sweet and somehow, it doesnt brings out the egg taste at all. a frigging $3.90 excluding GST gone like that. The movie is alright but as usual, i gotta say that the book is more terrific :) go on, go buy the book if you enjoy the movie! Sakura, eh, i really wasted money on this dinner this time. $30 per pax and we eat not even half of what we paid? T_T i’m really not a buffet person.. bring me to Macs or Pepper Lunch and i’ll feel my money worth. but just not buffets. i could use the money and eat three meals of Pepper Lunch and Crystal Jade come to think of it. let this over-priced meal just buy me a lesson ;) but the food is really not bad - with a mixture of variety stuffs like ice-cream, shark fin soup, satay, dim sums, sushi, sashimi, etc etc! i would definitely go again one day, IF on an very empty stomach of course, haha. and lastly, we trooped over to Kino to grab some books. it was always nice spending time in Kino. i could stay there for hours and not get bored. that’s how i love books - all the pretty pictures and flowery writing!

at this time of the year, orchard is really dripping with christmas air and charm. all around us, people were taking pictures and there are flashes of light - be it from cameras or the shimmery christmas lights - just about everywhere! people were noisy and chatty and you know what, i really would like finding some place nice to sit and have a drink while basking in all this atmostphere and beauty. i would love to bask till the roads and streets grow empty and it will be just me and the beauty, twinkling softly. everyone is pretty much in christmas mood already, ladening with big bags of gifts and rolls of wrapping paper poking out. gosh, i would really love to be in their shoes now! but then again, i dont think i have the mood.

during the bus ride home, qi was telling me that i cannot keep thinking in circles and keep coming to the same old conclusion. she say i must try to let go, if not bit by bit. i must start thinking in a straight line.. i told her that i dont want to go straight and forget. i want to keep going round and round, reminding myself each time i go round that curve, telling myself i must learn, but why do i seem not to be learning? part of me knew that she is right, but i really cant make it to that straight line. somehow, it will just go straight and curve back, forming an oval. a circle never ends, meaning that all these thoughts will race round and round and keep cycling all over once it reach the end and starts again. seriously, i dont know what am i thinking. am i not the one inflicting such misery onto myself or what?

wahaha, and i’m the one complaining and ranting and moaning and whining all the time here.. life’s such a irony!

we also talk abit on friends issues and i was there grumbling about my so-called friendships and she reminded me that most of the girls are like that, boyfriends, boyfriends, boyfriends, and that i would probably be like that too one day since she is like that too, and that i should ignore and shut up about it. okay, i say the shut up part myself. hmm, i think what she’s telling me is true and i know myself that it’s true, just that i wanna be bitchy and whine a LITTLE about it. (a little, yeah rightttttttttt)

okay, be optimistic so i wont be so grumpy. so here’s one good thought for tomorrow,

1) I’M WORKING MORNING!

meaning i can knock off at 6pm and go for a mini-spree around TM or come home and watch Prince Jumong! yay!

and ending off with a happy thought for today,

2) I GOT MY HOST CLUB BOOK #11!

omg, tamaki yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D!