Yayness! one paper down! :)

today’s paper is very tough and not very tough at the same time - meaning i know the answers but i’m not sure if i’m correct because my friends got other answers! well, i’m keeping my fingers crossed at the same time, hoping lady luck is with me for this 3 days of term tests! tomorrow we have m-comm and BB the day after! goodness. i was studying just now, surrounded by my family’s laughter and endless chattering (relatives who dropped by for dinner included). i wish i could join of course! but orh-hor, i have term-tests tomorrow ugh ughh ughhh.

the weather in the morning is all i could have hoped for. i looked out of the window, and it was lightly drizzling. but the sun was up and the cooling air was lingering over the house. i like. thank God for the weather! it’s not sunny but at least it isnt pouring sheets and sheets of dirty water ;) so i got nudged up to look after baby xavier while they left for Mandai while Mum and aunty went to the market to shop for groceries to cook lunch/dinner as the offerings. things went pretty well - to sum it all, they came back from Mandai early and the meal that Mum cooked was delicious. plus xavier is being really adorable and oh, i just love the way he speaks :)!

recently, i wonder what’s up with my daily diet. my face is breaking out a little again and my skin is so terribly dry, plus i dont look that good. is it all the stress.. ? Ha! imagine me, stressed! hmm, but very likely, because as i’m typing right now, i’m still worrying over tomorrow’s paper, gag! lots of stuff to memorise and lots of calculations - ohmygod. i need coffee! should i go to sleep now and wake up early in the morning to mug, or should i mug all the way till dawn and sleep after that?

choices, choices.

i’m quite delighted these days, though with lots of thoughts and worries weighing down my mind.. but i think it’s all for the best if i start learning to be more optimistic! well, there’s always a first in everything and flowers also took time to bloom, right? so now, my christmas resolution (does people makes christmas resolutions anyway?) is to be more like that!

so, would you be my friend, Mr Optimistic? :D

I’m thinking of you