I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me.

December 2, 2007

The Issue of Life and Death

3rd post tonight, but this is just something quoted from another blog:

i realised a very sad truth -

everybody kept saying that we should cherish the people around us.
but we, somehow, will never be able to do it ultimately.

some wished they had not quarreled.
some wished they had known him better.
but undoubtedly, everybody misses him and wished he was still around.

i cannot imagine losing a loved one like that.
you weren’t given a time frame to count down to his/her departure,
you weren’t told, or even hinted that he/she will be leaving,
everything came as a surprise. a really bad one.
i think the agony is really beyond words.

 

.. it’s really beyond words. that’s why sometimes i find no words to describe my feelings. i rather keep numb and everything between "…."

how i wish you’re still here. right by our side.

Update

wakakaka, a funny thing had just happened!

jas was suddenly screaming from her bedroom. a short shrill. i sat in front of the computer for a few short silence before deciding to take a peek on what the fuss is about. i pushed the door slightly opened -and there she was huddling behind her blankets sniffing.

at first, when she told me "spider", i thought it would be some hairy black spiders you saw in spiderman. thats why i went next door, knocked and have da and her bf killed off that creepy thing. but it turns out to be..

the cause: a daddylonglegs on her laptop

ah-ha, it’s me laughing this time round. suddenly, i was imaginating if it’s my turn the next round.. who would be the one laughing?

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i just bought a kelly green top! let’s hope i will wear it someday, but even if i chuck it aside, that’s always something to be wore on cny right?