hello world, yes i’m still coughing and my tummy hurts now because i coughed too much. first time this had ever happened to me and it feels like what you know: after a long day of sit-ups and crunches. i couldnt laugh properly without wincing how fun.

so now it’s like,

*coughs*
*winces*
*coughs*
*winces*

on repeated mode, simultaneously.

WHY THE MEDICINE HAS NO EFFECT ONE

okay, i had shaker fries this afternoon *EXCITED* - shaker fries is backkkkkkkkkkkk!!!, and that regular size green tea i’ve ordered. and a sugar donut, swoons :)

work today was fine. i requested to have last hour break and knock off at 5pm to join family for dinner at WS. they’re having pasa malem there! too bad we have to head home early because of someone’s black face. that’s a long story to complain for another day :) anyway, choosing presents for kiddos is REALLY hard, i realize! i was browsing through toys ‘r’ us after work to look for a present for kakak’s son, the 8 years old birthday boy but i couldnt find a single thing i deemed as suitable. i was looking at monopoly sets and thought, that make a pretty awesome gift! look at this! toyland characters! i’m sure he’ll loveee it!, then i happily looked at the price. and turned and walked away. ranging from $69-$99?! i dont have that kind of money to fawn over kids yet! :( after which, i went around fiddling with scrabble, guess who, uno, cluedo (which i love, by the way :D), pink boutique monopoly (!!), boggle, pictionary, stacko, this fishing game whereby you have to fish your enemies (..?), action figurines, spray guns, bubble-maker, spiderman dummy.. and i suddenly wished i’m buying for a girl instead, so i could get barbie dolls! because the 8 year old me live by playing them, heh. but argh, in the end i walked out of the busy-like-hell toy ‘r’ us empty-handed.

and then -gasps- i found out that i’m not allowed to buy presents for anyone! that will be something like a celebration. phew, thankfully the monopoly set is too expensive. and maybe for this christmas’ gift-swap, i’ll just get everyone yummy cupcakes :)

speaking of christmas, it’s really really December. and i’m pretty much packed for this month. lots of mugging during this coming week, exams after which, work immediately for 6 days straight, off-day for christmas’ eve and working afternoon shift on christmas itself. the eve will be reserve for mummy and family. i cared nothing else. but it dont really feel like christmas without movies :)

i’m craving for lots of yummy food but i dont have much space in my schedule to squeeze these leisure stuff into. blimey bummer big boo. :( on a lighter note, i’m currently reading, The Zahir by Paulo Coelho. so far, so good!

 

Love you, can you hear?

Judging Day is over.

Should i say, phew or say i’m trembling with anxiety and sweating with worry? bad news is, i guessed it’s both. :( today is a pretty bad day in terms of luck. cant really jot much in long sentences and swearing words so i shall keep it short:

1) i woke up late, took half hour trying to decide if i should wear formal-lish clothes or just anyhow wear, and at the same time msging my friend to know what she’s wearing. then i took some more time deciding which pair of shoes to wear -.-, finally settling on covered heels because i was afraid i got kick out from judging if they see that my other heels is not fully covered. bummer being a girl.

2) actually, wanna take taxi because i was late and i got 9am quiz in the morning and i came down to the bus-stop a few minutes to 9! but realized that i left 6 bucks and i might be kick out of the cab if i couldnt pay :(

3) met J on the bus, heh, and the funny thing was, we rushed up to the lab together but - i went in the wrong room and he blindly followed in. resulting in a class full of strangers staring at us like we’re aliens and when we tumbled out of the room after a few stunned seconds, laughter was roaring behind us :( what a embarrassing action!

4) we reached the correct class, and the moment i took my quiz paper, i wanna cry. it’s damn hard okay! well, at least i’ve secure 3/10 marks thanks to the art of copying and passing of information in whispers. :) get 1.5% i should be happy. yes, okay?

5) 10:00am - realized what a fool i was to wear the pointy heels because they’re starting to hurt. ouchhh.

6) we were actually the second group to present for judging but the first group arent ready, so we got lucky and be the first :(:(

7) the judgers are stupid alright - they act disinterested and seemed to want to try and bring us down by saying things like, ‘can be copied from other websites blah-la-blah-blah-blahh’. we’re so sad and angry and feel so un-worthy. thanks very much judgers. and to think we were so happy and thankful and in the i’m-so-happy-i-wanna-kiss-the-floor-state when we found out that you’re our judgers. big boo-hoo.

8) busy busy work day. but i think i’m quite lucky to have nice colleagues. well, they could be worse but i’m just still in the i’m-so-happy-i-wanna-kiss-the-floor-state because i can have my off days to study. though i’ll be working like a workaholic immediately after my papers end. T_T yeah, immediately meaning directly after my thursday paper at 6pm. T_T

9) and work tomorrow morning at 10am!

sigh, i really dont have a life. but at least judging is over and phewwwwwww :)