today was spent rushing to school because i was late for ccom class, rushing to finish the bloody final report after school which was actually due by 5 but we only managed to finish at 6. busy busy busy. right now, i’m so happy that The Final Judging Day is finally going to be here on friday. right now, i’m still holding my breath and all, and on friday, i can finally breathe the sigh of relief out.

i’m incredibly stressed by broadband quiz though. after trying unsuccessfully to study the first chapter last night.. i think i’m quite ready to toss the book in the air with my hands held up. each day i’m like racing here and there, with so many pending tasks hanging over each step, and i feel so tired with work schedule to meet. and tomorrow is a off day but i have plans in the early afternoon with Mom at the HDB thingy, and after that i have to rush back to school to complie the website. oh whee, i bet everyone is envious of my lack of life.

i am too.

another thing before i let bro back to this computer, i loathe groupmates who doesnt do their best in their allocated tasks. broken english, few phrases copied from other people, copied nevermind, she copied the wrong stuff and just happily right-click and paste it in. hello, we have to do the edits for you huh? i hate them for their lack of seriousness, always going missing when we are at our busiest. this is the kind of people i wished i never have to partner with in future. i seriously sympathize with the people who are going to work with her this semester. wish ya luckkk!

Dearest Dad,

i miss you.

you’re always always alive in my heart. did i mention that?

at that top left corner i held my right hand close to.. you’re alive.

Love for eternity, your daughter and forever more,
Adeline

Dear Friend,

i wonder why, your attitude is disgusting me more and more everyday. i count silently at the minutes whenever i have to spend some time with you, and i wish we dont have to.

Dear Friend,

i wonder why, we have to change so much. why cant things remain at that one point of time where i could link my arm through yours freely, make fun of one another, message each other almost everyday, tell each other almost everything, have meals together loads of time, study together while testing one another?

Dear Friend,

do you even remember what’s the last movie we have watched together.. ? you know what, i do remember. and do you remember the only chinese movie we’ve caught? no, you dont. you insisted that we didnt.

Dear Friend,

i cant help it. i just really dont like you that much anymore.

maybe that’s a blessing in disguise, eh.. friend?

Love, from your Friend

*COUGH COUGH COUGH CHOKES

bad bad cough! right now, it’s not the throat that hurts, but the choking cough that keeps choking my windpipe. :( and then everytime i cough, my heart hurts. :(:( ahhhh, what a day.

okay, i havent been drinking enough water. any at all. just a sip for the medicine this morning and that bottle of juice i had as lunch. yes, that’s how pathetic i am today. liquid for lunch! i stayed till 9pm in school to rush that bloody chapter 3. 4 hours of work popped up a 22-paged worth of gibberish. oh wellsss. beggars cant possibly be choosers can we? i’m craving for cupcakes now! those gooey gooey ones.. :)

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okay, i’m beat. i’m sitting crossed-legged on the twirling chair, a mini-packet of honey strepsils on my left lap, a cup of water on my right. thinking, thinking, thinking. but before i can think real thoughts, i started sputtering in between coughs and gasping for air again.

ARGH

term-test time table is out! tuesday to thursday means CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG :)

oh wow, i’m disgusted by that smiley face that i have just put. whatever am i being happy about? ARGH, COUGHS COUGH COUGH

i managed to take some days off to study, but i really need more days. and speaking of studying, i’m supposed to have my face bury in my broadband book since 10pm. procastination!

i really need to go and catch some sleep. judging’s on friday and i really really need my voice to defend and object and interrupt the judges if they talk too much.

ouch, my english is so bad.

**December 11th is coming.