shoutout of the day:

okay, my m.comm quiz is a goner. i got a different paper from my friends who claimed the quiz was easy-peasy! *bang the wall*

ARGHHHHHHHH!

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annoying things aside, today we cleared viva presentation with a thumb-ups! okay, i’ve imagine this myself; but miss lee said we did pretty okay, so doesnt that means a thumb-ups?:) next week we got more headache stuff to clear but relaxxxxxxxx, one thing at a time baybeh! i’m acting so excited i dont know why.

my sore throat is recovering nicely, but now, i’m tempted to cough every few minutes continuously. i dont know why either.

i actually got loads to write about but somehow, everything’s forgotten. i think i need to go out and get some fresh air soon. all work and work is making me incredibly grumpy, sad and dull. i need to pick up the pieces spilled all over here and there, find them, mend them, glued them, and stick them together whole again. imperfection is sometimes more of a beauty, i feel. the scars and crack lines doesnt matter. whats important that it’s whole again.

and the first piece i pick up from school today is that touch of confidence that i had somehow lost. but that compliment, those simple words had brought a spark into my eyes, a glow onto my face. i felt incredible and mighty, and just for that moment, proud of myself.

thats the first time i felt the old me, burning inside somewhere in the depths of my soul. it’s still there, trapped perhaps, forgotten perhaps, but it’s still there.

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i’m tired, restless and beat. tomorrow there’s work to attend to, netsec quiz to study , chapter 3 report to write, website to finish correcting. so many things, so little time. and worse still, i’m the world’s lousiest organizer. you can see from my life. a mess among the messes. maybe people can start calling me Miss Messy. and i’ll go, ‘helloooooo!’

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lastly, work is really very sian. just plain sianzation. 3 more days!..

on a lighter note, i really really wanna watch Enchanted.

 

Miss you miss you miss you.