right now, the tele behind me is blaring the grudge in loud horrifying sound effects that proved once again what a coward i was, and being, as i’m too afraid and only dared to sneak a few useless glances. i’m interested yes, but still too horrified by the nightmares that might haunt me later, so i feel safer to avoid it hahaha. i love horrors but i’m afraid of watching? i think i’m changing, i’m no longer such a horror fan as before! i think stardust and star wars are my kind of movies now :)

oh oh, something random, i wanna grow my hair till long long again! i’m envious of other people’s shiny tumbling locks, while compared to my unruly limp ones. and yes, my hair is shiny too but it’s most probably due to the super active oil glands i have :( but what to do! unless i switched genes haha.

gosh, did i mention that how heavy my workload is in school and nobody understands? especially my colleagues, they never seemed to believe me whenever i told them how tired i am, without a single day of rest the entire week, and they will jump in and say how tired and exhausted and beat they were blah blah blah, and wanting me to sympathise with them! when they dont even care about whether i’m tired or not #$%$#%#! it always pissed me off and makes me so sad :( yeah, some selfish colleagues i have huh. they’re allow to rant and i’m supposed to agree, when whatever i say go in one ear and come out of the other. oh lucky, lucky me!

i’m super stressed by tuesday’s mp assessment but the hell with it!

happy-go-lucky, happy-go-lucky, happy-go-lucky

oh yes, good reminder.

something that i must mention: i found the cute kiddy watch that Daddy bought for me on my birthday! and i’m so thankful that i cried.

i wonder where you are
just that i always forgot to tell you
how much i love you

and ironically, it’s always too late