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things will never be the same again, no matter how my friends pretend that nothing had happened and continued to joke with me and talk to me about their life, i really have no mood to listen.
i hate it that life still have to move on, everyday still paces quickly by. i hate it when i feel useless and helpless that i can do nothing to smoothen her pain. what i care most now, is her. please bless her everyday, God.
everyone says, ‘be tough. life still goes on."
but they dont understand that i dont want to move on. not without you, Pa. not without you.

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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