somehow, i got this feeling that i wont be able to sleep well enough tonight. maybe it’s because of the long, disturbed nap i had this afternoon. or maybe it’s the sound of him playing ps2 in the brightly lit room tonight. i dont feel tired enough to sleep. or do i feel any urge to step in the room filled with soccer/screams/cries/flicks of buttons.. well, i just dont. oh, did i just hear him shutting off the tv? i think it is. oh yay, maybe this is the sign that i should go shut the lights and close my eyes soon.

to get ready for boring work tomorrow. i should really really stop typing all these shit and get to bed. and oh yeah, i suddenly got this urge to change a new layout. but no ideas. maybe i should change back to the old ones.

this is truly, really, incredibly boring. and to think it’s supposed to be HOLIDAY.. ! anything but, if you asked me.

what is it that i really, so really wanna get off my chest? hmm, the dishes on the dining table for example. those leftovers of oily greasy plates. no one bothers to chuck them into the sink or offer to wash them. if i were to sleep right now, and not bothering to tidy them, i expected mommy to be the one cleaning them tomorrow morning. and oh, did i mention i got TWO older sisters? who saw the dishes and just walked away, one sleeping behind the closed door now, and the other, sat upright in front of her laptop killing monsters? did i mentioned?

i guessed, it’s me or mommy who’s gonna washed the dishes.

and of course, i’ll pick me. so yay, it’s me and the oily plates tonight. just the two of us.

oh oh, did i mentioned that i have a father too? who have the cheek to ask me, "why never clean up the plates?" while sitting next to me, flipping through the channels on tv, while happily drying his wet hair with the fan.

i really have such lovely and responsible family sometimes. who of course, dont understand the meaning of "helping out each other" and only abide by their "i’m so selfish" rules.

welcome to my happy family.