it’s a freezing room
i will not, i will not start to feel sorry for myself all over again.
feel that, got that, done with that.
and like the saying that goes, ‘once bitten, twice shy’, i tell myself i’ll never trust you ever again.
it’s painful, puzzling, unforgivable, weird, funny, laughable, angry all at once.
i’m too cold now, under the puffing air-con, huddled in my green sweater, the seats beside me empty, and i think,
home is still the haven i feel the safest in.
better there than here.

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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