I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥
hair, please grow, please grow
i’m thinking if i should wear my contacts tomorrow. i wore it on tuesday and it seems okay (choyyy) but boo for the dryness after a few hours. my left eye is so much weaker than last time and it sucks sucks sucksssss. :( so should i wear it? now that my hair is so freaking short and horrible, wearing specs seems to be making it more worse than usual. choices, choices.
i think i need some more control over my temper. someone told me the other day, surprisingly, after i seemed very frustrated: if you keep getting so angry and dont control it, sooner or later you’ll have high blood.
hmm, how interesting. i never thought my temper could be so overboard but trust me when i say i forgot these anger pretty easily. it fades, through no denying that the thing that makes me angry did happen.
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it bother and disturb me in a way whenever someone tries to ask me out, insisting that i gave him an answer. it’s so pressurizing. what do you want me to say when i sound so hesitant? a teeny part of me is pleased and flattered that you still care and interested but, i’m feeling so demoralized now that nothing seems to matter.
what awaits tomorrow? you know what, i dont really wanna know. i wished i got one more day of MC.
POSTED @ 10:18 pm | ♥ is the sum of all our choices
