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i opened this window, clicked on this link, and here i am, back once more, dying to get something out of me but i dont know what exactly?
i felt lost. sometimes, you actually felt the most alone when you’re surrounded by a crowd full of happy faces. i’m not happy with myself, i know. and i felt alone, with no one to turn to. y’know, sometimes there’s this moment of happiness that you just wanna share it with someone, but surely the person will think, ‘wth are you telling me something so insignificant?’
and it’s tuesday now, when the sun rises and after i showered, i will think, ‘what shall i wear?’ or maybe i’ll think tonight when i get into the bed. maybe i’ll dream something nice? since it’s kinda a fact that dreams are always the opposite of the reality. yes, tonight i will dream something nice.

I know that this world isn't always the safest place. I wanted to write this down, because we could die tomorrow; And you will never know, just how much you meant to me. ♥


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